Mostly, I have no idea.
I’ve no idea of the ends of rainbows that can never be found or the summits of pinnacles that turn into plains. I have no idea of some high-polished god-of-a-goal shining crystal in the distance, offering neat and tidy steps to reach it. I don’t know of life in glamorous spreads on glossy pages. I’m not versed in formulas for polished and primped and perfect.
I know flour and yeast, water and salt. I know tired, and late evening light, and roll out the dough.
I know right now.
Right now is mud knee-deep and dinner burned and everyone’s out of clean socks, again. It’s star sparkles and deep spring rain and laughter that’s round and bouncing. It’s sweat-stained, grit-ground, and sometimes it’s flat-out angry. It’s potent moments wrapped as gifts; it’s dusky love and quiet.
I know right now.
Right now is morning sunshine coming through to which you say hello. It’s heart-yearnings, general directions, blurry outlines, and I’m no bigger than that. It’s intention here alongside ability there taking one step, one step, and one step more. It is go ahead, and it’s just. let. go.
I know right now.
Wishing you the loveliest of weekends, friends!
P.S. Kelly of Eclectically Vintage was so kind to write a post about us and our home on her blog today! Hop over for a read and a look!
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